To be yourself...

I havent updated in a long ass time b/c there isnt many people still on here anymore.

I turned 21 a month ago. My birthday was fucking awesome. I got kicked out of a bar!! haha.

I got a new car... 2006 Malibu LS. Very nice!

I've been working and spending time with friends, thats all.

No new boytoy b/c there arent that are worth it. pssh!



So therefore.. life is the same but always alittle different.
Oh yeah... I still have kittens at my house if no one knew that. The cat I got back in March was pregnant and she had babies. 2 already left 3 weeks ago. I have 2 left to find a home. holla if your a good person and if your interested then we'll chat.

I guess you guys at least deserve a update on my life.
I'm down to part time at work and going back up to full time this late spring for more money and also they need my help. Yes I'm still at the hospital.
My brother's wife had the baby and he's about a week old now. His name is Brock Dillon Savage. What a PIMP! hah.
I'm still thinking about going to Florida to work. Still dont know but it's in the back of my head.
I got a kitty about a month ago. She's about 7-8 months old and her name is Precious or Coconut or even Hibaby.
Life is just dandy right now. Nothing to exciting I guess except for the baby being born a week ago.
Also, 2 MORE MONTHS AND I'LL BE 21, bitches!!

tootles.

Valentine's day... yeah I guess holiday's are better when you have someone who cares about you and you may care about them.

I got surprisingly flowers and a balloon and this really comfy pillow :)

parrot bay mango is good.
i want to get drunk right now.
i have to work 16 hr days at the end of this month.
traffic was fucking HORRIBLE going to work yesterday.
i have to work Christmas this year. yeah, its a long time from now.
the baby shower is coming up. in another few weeks.
ARGH!

Tom Brady from the New England Patroits is HOTT!!!!!

Superbowl time.

Pink Floyd's "The Wall" on big screen with possibly a band before the show.
AT MCC Macomb Center
(Macomb Community College Center Campus at Hall Road and Garfield)
February 24th @ 8pm

Only $3 to get in.

:)

I understand that LiveJournal gives you the rights to do whatever you want with your journal.
but it bugs me that people use it to talk in codes about friends.
You dont see me doing that do you?
UNTIL TODAY... think about and get back to me.




...lame.

I'm excited about this new art class I have.
I felt like I was back in high school.
I actually think I had a dream about attending my art class back in high school too.

I have alot of shit I need to get by Wednesday.
So I am off to shop for all my shit.
Colleen's big 21 is tomorrow!
Wish her Happy Birthday.

happy birthday colleen!

Good Luck to Tara and Leena!
Can't for the Welcome Home party!!! woooooo.

I think I want to be single.
I think I want to be with someone.
I dont know what I want to do.

I have like what.. 11 months or something to leave.
I still plan on leaving.
But... I do like to have my fun and not having to worry to report to someone on what I'm doing.
I understand that the relationship doesnt have to be like that but I do like to have a pick of my litter on guys and sometimes I just dont feel like seeing just one person.

Anyone want to help me?

I like someone and then I sorta like my friend.
Well they both are my friends.. just one is closer and I dont think I'd like to ruin that friendship.

What to do, What to do.

ok i admit it i hate canada.
but last night was good.
me, kori and greg went there.
i was drunk.
i love canada.. they didnt give any problems.
good night. good long talks with someone.
fun.

today was a good day until after work.
i have a stress headache from having to drive out to farmington hills to drop my brother off at home.

I ♥ this.
I keep on seeing Disney commericals more and more than I've ever seen in my whole entire life.
11 more months to go.

happy new year.
1 more year to go.

its weird.. but true. ever since kori asked if i considered wanting to go to disney to work and live there, ive been thinking only about being there.
yes i know.. in one year alot can happen. i do hope this year goes by fast with alot of good times to remember.
I just cant wait for that experience.
thats all ive been thinking about lately.
another thing is my mom is so excited for me and is asking what id need for down there. im just so shocked that my mom is just like letting me free.

my work fucked me over.
i dont get any money for time ive been off b/c of my ankle.
so i need to get back to work ASAP.
I've made up my mind... I'm going to florida with Kori in Janurary of 2007 to work there and live there. I'm going to do it. I dont know what I want to do with my life so why not give myself more experience in different things?
I'm excited. I'll be able to take my car down there if I want too. but thats only if I want too. I dont think I will though b/c that will be more money for gas and etc.
I have one more year to get everything done up here and I'm gone.

lets see.. xmas wasnt that bad. prepared alot of food.
had the fam over xmas eve.. i got giftcards and Christmas Vacation DVD.
On Xmas I got woked up at 11 by my mom being all excited about opening gifts.
i got a new dvd player, high tech 35mm film camera, a fleece jacket and a shirt.
i got playdoh from colleen and this little dinosaur that says ROAR and b/c ryan didnt want his keychain i got Napolean Dynamite talking keychain. i also got a nail kit from my parents and colleen's mom.

whoop!

Fuck you greedy ass sons of bitches who want presents for xmas.
Remember.. CHRISTMAS is not about presents.

You might say.. Well baby Jesus got presents. Yeah, but he didnt ASK for them. Also those presents were for his family. Gold for money to get them somewhere. Wine to get drunk. A lamb for food. You know.. just some wanting things and think about what you need to get through life.

Go to church... cleanse your soul.

MERRY CHRISTMAS fuckers :)

I'm in such a pickle!!

and.. I'm getting really sad about it because I dont know what to do.

I just dont understand. I dont do anything to make these fuckheads like me.

1:45 am.
I'm sitting in the living room after putting the xmas tree up and while I'm sitting on the couch I see lights of a truck pulling up in my driveway.
First reaction is WTF?
I get up and yell out "tony?".
yes it was my brother. he's drunk off his ass and his gf doesnt want him at home.
I feel so bad for him. it makes me want to cry about how bad his gf treats him and how nice he is to this bitch. I feel like his spirit is being broken. I hate that bitch.
He told me he's going to come back home. But I dont know how much I can believe that and get my hopes up b/c he's drunk. Then he tells my mom he's staying here all week. again.. he's drunk. dont know if i can believe this. I wish he'd just move back home. :-\
now he's passed out on the couch.
come home tony... come home.


lol. hey the last phrase works for kori.. i hope it works for him too.